Appreciation

I think appreciation is what I haven't been doing for a long long time.

After taking care of someone that's sick for 2 full days.... appreciation is the best thing I can get... yet.... I don't feel appreciated at all... on the other hand.. it feels like I am obligated to do this for you. But I learned something important.... From now on ... I am going to give appreciation to someone everyday.

Cuz... after all... I think everyone needs to feel appreciated in life.

<3

Everything is about balance~!

Little happy moments in a relationship.

It is all about doing things for each other to make the other person happy each and everyday.

We don't need to be psychic to read the other person's mind... we just need to spend time to get to know that person.

Cuz.... Everyone is the sons and daughters of God and everyone is important.

When it boils down to basic..... Love is what holds us together through the rain.

LOVE YOU GUYS TO DA MAX~!

Dear Love one

Dear Love One,

What can I say, it feels like it has been so long since I have had a real conversation with you. I want to cry, but tears won't come out. Things are ...the way they are.

Dear Love One,

Till today, right here, right now... what more can I say.

Dear Love One,

Did you regret, even if it's a single moment, of all the lies you've told?

I am sure, everyone has their own reasons and intentions. Though I can't feel what you felt, see what you saw, and learn what you've learned, I've used my heart to understand your thoughts.

Have I betrayed you? Love one? Have I wronged you in anyway that went unnoticed? Can we have a real conversation again like we did before? You know I have not and will never judge who you are by what you did. I am very stupid when it comes to friends and boyfriend. I love them blindly. Regardless.

Dear Love one,

Right here, Right now... at this moment, I am willing to give you my heart in exchange of something truthful. What are you willing to give?

unfamiliar part of Me.

So many things I want to say... yet, my mind seem to have block all negative thoughts and feelings... so I ended up having nothing to say. I enjoy life. Enjoying every part of it. I feel very happy everyday, though sometimes bored. I feel happy about myself. I am proud of myself. I feel beautiful, powerful and peaceful. I love meeting people, especially I have been meeting new people everyday.

Things I remembered:

17-21st Aussie Trip

22-23rd Went with Patty to Thanksgiving Omega Wine Event

26-27th Guangzhou- Met a few friends and business people

29-30th DouMan- Hot Spring and also met the GM, and PRs of that place

It all felt so eventful. I felt thankful thoughout the whole trip because I got to share what I love with people that I love. It all felt so happy already and I felt it deep down my heart. I am not sure what has gotten into me but I am continuingly enjoying life like I did in US and this feeling is just getting greater and greater.

I have been extremely talkative and started initiating conversation with people I don't know. I pull people up the dance floor that I don't even know.... Am I feeling too great about myself? too much confident that I am not suppose to? I have a shit load of energy all the time... even when I am sick. I feel motivated all day everyday and ready for any event 24/7. I feel a little unfamiliar with myself.... everything that I couldn't do before, I am doing it right before my eyes... hum... train of thought has stopped.

Sapporo Snowfest <3

I believe I have to book tickets for Sapporo Snowfest RIGHT NOW. I dunno if there are still tickets left.... OR... maybe instead of booking tickets to sapporo... I can land in somewhere else and take a train there.... HUM....

It's the snowy season again. XD SOOOO ROMANTIC. I want to spend my christmas and Sapporo Snowfest with that special someone... (WHERE ARE YOU SPECIAL SOMEONE~!)